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Kristen's Thoughts
Saturday, 21 February 2009
Rip my heart out
Mood:  down
Now Playing: with you by jessica simpson

You're words

They cut like a pickered tree 

You do not get 

What you mean to me 

I'm sorry if ever gave too much away 

 

But you are worth it all 

I would rip my heart out 

If you didn't beat me to the chase 

The pain you cause 

It is sweeter then feeling 

No connection to you at all 

I love u 

I love u 

 

Blood sweat and tears 

We give 

Yet we grasp to our fears 

Like newborn child 

If hating you is all i can do 

THen i will 

Because you won't let me love you 

Like i should 

 

I'd give a year off my life 

Just to see you're eyes again 

They spoke words like fire 

You take me higher and higher 

I would rip my heart out 

If you didn't beat me to the chase 

 

I can't replace you 

Forsake you 

Make you or break you 

You mean so much to me 


Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 9:56 PM EST
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Thursday, 19 February 2009
Lonely Heart
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: god love her by toby kenth
At night i break down and cry
And sometimes i don't even know why
My loneliness is driving me insane
So is my lonely heart the one to blame?

Heart I'm calling on you
Give me the strength to pull through
But still i must believe
There's another heart out there
Waiting for me waiting for me

I'm not sure which way to go
Is it my heart that i should follow
Heart I'm so unsure
And now i need you more then before

Heart I'm calling on you
Give me the strength to pull through
But still i must believe
There's another lonely heart out there
Waiting for me waiting for you

Tell me I'm not the only
Broken heart feeling lonely
I know everything heals in time
But can time heal this lonely heart of mine

At night i break down and cry
And sometimes i don't even know why
My loneliness is driving me insane
So is my lonely heart the one to blame?

Heart I'm calling on you
Give me the strength to pull through
But still i must believe
There's another lonely heart out there
Waiting for me waiting for me

Heart i know you're my friend
And one day we'll find love again

Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 10:43 PM EST
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Wednesday, 18 February 2009
Love Hurts
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: why by jason aldean

You told me that you loved me

Why did you leave me to cry i the cold 

You swore this time was different 

Why does that line seem so old 

 

You told me i was the only one 

Who could make you feel that way 

You told me that you cared about me 

So why didn't you stay 

 

All the nights you laid with me 

Alone in the dark in my bed 

Now i finally realized 

You were just messing with my head 

 

Love is such a powerful world 

A word people often misuse 

Something they take for granted 

Something they beat and abuse 

 

My wounds run deep inside me 

There's blood all over the place 

I think I've really lost it this time 

I'm ashamed to show my face 


Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 9:41 PM EST
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Tuesday, 17 February 2009
I Wish
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: light on by david cook

I wish i could hold you

Feel you're lips touching mine 

I wish i could tell you 

How you're special and you're fine 

 

I wish i could be with you 

I wish you really cared 

I wish that all my tears would stop 

I wish i wasn't scared 

 

I wish love didn't hurt 

I wish tears didn't sting 

I wish me heart was strong 

But it's the most fragile thing 

 

With all these things i wish 

I can't help but cry 

Because at night when all is dark 

I look up in the sky 

 

I wish my wishes on a star 

But as i softly close my eyes 

I see my love 

I see you're lies 

 

So tonight when i wish my wish 

That wish upon a star 

I'll wish that all my pain will stop 

I'll with that love is not too far 


Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 9:42 PM EST
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Monday, 16 February 2009
Key to my heart
Mood:  down
Now Playing: these dreams by heart

It's those eyes that make me smile

That voice that make me melt 

This over whelming feeling i'm lost in 

A feeling i've never felt 

 

Can't help but stare 

At those beautiful eyes 

Can't help but get 

Those butterflies 

 

Can't help but thank you 

For the things that you do 

Can't help but smile 

When you say i love u 

 

Can't help but kiss 

Those nice pink lips 

Can't help but frown 

When it's you i miss 

 

Can't help but go crazy 

Over you

These over whelming face 

Are oh so true 

 

I would walk miles 

Just to see you're face 

Would cross the whole wide world 

Just to fee you're embrace 

 

I would go anywhere 

Just to hear those words 

I would go everything for you 

Because you are my world 

 

I have completely 

Given you my all 

I will be there 

Whenever you may fall 

 

I will be there 

Throught thick and thin 

I will be there 

To be you're everything 

 

So here's my heart 

I give to you 

You have the key 

Like i do 

 

Please solemnly promise 

To never break it apart 

And that you will always have 

The key to my heart 

 

 


Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 5:48 PM EST
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Sunday, 15 February 2009
Long Distance Love
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: I think i am in love with you by jessica simpson

Long distance love

When it hurts so bad,

Why does it feel so good?

I wish this all make sense,

I wish i understood.

 

Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,

But i can't stop thinking about you

No matter how hard i try 

 

You know how i feel about you,

And i know i want to spend the rest of my life with you,

But it's hard to do when i can't even be next to you 

Why does it gotta be so complicated?

 

Loving you feels right,

But at the sametime,

Knowing i can't have you keep s me awake at night 

I just want this to be simple,

I just want you here with me,

To look in to you're eyes,

Be held in you're ... then i'd  truly be happy

 

Right now  this distance between us is out of our control,

But i'm still hoping one day soon,

I'll get what i'm wishing for  


Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 7:27 PM EST
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Friday, 13 February 2009
The things i love about you
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: ships of heaven by black hawk

I love the way you make me laugh

I love the way you make me cry 

 

Tears of joy stream from my eyes 

As i hear you're voice, a loving surprise 

 

I love you when you're angry 

I love you when you're sad 

 

I love you when you're glad 

When you tell me of the day you had 

 

I love you truly 

I love you deeply 

 

Ever since the day 

I let you meet me 

 

I missed you when you left 

I miss you now more then ever 

 

Making a mistake that i regret 

Hoping that you are a forgiver 

 

Without you, my life is strife 

But now i ask for a second chance 

 

Be with me and start a life 

Together forever, and eternal dance 

 

I wait for you as the day s go by 

My love is growing inch by inch 

 

I cannot wait to see you again 

But i wait for you, and you're warm kiss 

 

I love u 


Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 1:36 PM EST
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Wednesday, 11 February 2009
Letting go
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: thinking of you by katy perry
The room was dark
The room was drear
And all i could feel
Was a rush of fear

The shades were down
And it was hard to see
But i could hear her heart beat
And it comforted me

Her eyes were closed
Fast asleep was she
Her breathing was steady
But soon she'd pay a fee

The air in the room went stale
And that's when i finally knew
Things had been held over time
To see if her strength had grew

But she was old
she'd served her time
And i knew at that exact moment
That this would be her last of mine

Her breathing slowly sub sided
And the pulse came to a slow
I knew within minutes
She would quietly go

I thought of all her triumph
I thought of all her pain
Then i realized i couldn't let go
Because of me she left in vain

The look upon her face was pleasant
It was how you'd want to die
But looking upon her gladdened face
I couldn't help but know god was passing

A moment later the heart beats stopped
And i was all alone
In that place where my mouth went dry
And death had set it's tone

Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 7:58 PM EST
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Tuesday, 10 February 2009
Alone on sea
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: light on by david cook

Alone i lay on a wooden raft

Alone i stay in the dark 

Alone i pray to survive 

Alone i may not survive 

 

Alone i look out the sea

Alone i wake up on the sea 

Alone i seek out for help 

Alone i may not survive 

 

Alone i eat my dry food 

Alone i drink the salty water 

Alone i sit in the cold 

Alone i may not survive 

 

Alone, yes, alone i stare at the storm 

Alone, yes, alone i live on the sea

Alone, yes, alone i  wait for the rescuse boat 

Alone, yes, alone i may not survive 

 

Alone, yes, alone i pray to be safe 

Alone, yes, alone i call out for help 

Alone, yes, alone i get on the boat

Alone, yes, alone i was rescued 

 

Alone, yes, alone i lived on the sea for months

Alone, yes, alone i walk ashore unaided 

Alone, yes, alone i continue to held the guinness world record for survival at sea 

 

 


Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 1:26 PM EST
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Monday, 9 February 2009
What's going on with me
Mood:  down
Now Playing: something in you're mouth by nickelback
Oh my god, Right now my back is hurting and it borthering me and i hate that feeling. I really wish that the pain would really go away and never come back but i know that never going to happen because i really hope they fucking really fix my back because it's totally not worth having the pain and everything. Things are totally mess up and i am upset and i just don't know why because i guess i could say that i am going to so what i feel is right about my family and the members that are in it because i am sure you know what i am talking about. I know that i am feeling depressed and stress and i hate the feeling trust me. I really wish people would not go if it's not there time in life because that totally scared me because i am so scared that i am going to lose the people that are close to me and it's not something i want to feel right now if you ask me and everything. I have already cried today because that is the only way i know how to deal with my emotions and everything.

Actually, I think that things are going to be alright in my family because i have faith in god and everything. To help me deal with the pain i am feeling as i am feeling it right now and everything. I just really miss a lot of people in my life and they have gone and went out of my life and that just totally wrong if you ask me. I just wish that i did not feel like i am losing everyone around me but the more i think about it i just don't know how to feel anymore and it's not health for me anymore if you know what i mean. I know that i am going to be alright i have to have faith in my self and i feel like i don't sometimes because of all the stress that i am feeling it's kind of crazy if you are living my life and in hell at the same time and everything. So i just don't know what to do anymore and it's kind of crazy but i am crying out for help and none of my friends understand where i am coming from and it's crazy if you ask me again and stuff. I just don't know what to feel and it's hurts so much that things are totally not worth it anymore and i have to understand that.

I'm so depressed it's not even funny anymore. I really don't think that i can handle this keep depression anymore and i can handle the up and down emotions but how can my friends and family handle my emotions because i am having my own problems and it's not even my fault this time and everything. I just wish my family understood me because then i would not be feeling the way i am and i just don't understand all the stuff and shit that is going on because of all the different things in life and everything. I just don't want to make a big deal out of this because that would totally fucking suck if you ask me and everything. I just don't know what to do anymore and it's not something i want to face in the long run but i think that i am and everything. I am totally lost for my own words but i am totally scared as we speak about things that happen in my life and i just wish that it would not if you know what i am talking about.

Well Everybody, I'm going to end this here for tonight, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me and my life, So pace out everyone, Bye for now.

Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 7:11 PM EST
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