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Kristen's Thoughts
Friday, 27 February 2009
Alone Forever
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: enter the sandman by metallica
My feelings make me alone
Alone forever

My friends don't know my feelings
My family don't know my feelings
I am alone
I can be in a crowed yet alone
I walk alone
I talk alone
I live alone

My feelings are what seprate me
My feelings make me alone

I wish to be whole
I try to bring myself together
I become strong in the process but i'll still be
Alone forever

Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 10:09 PM EST
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Thursday, 26 February 2009
My Lonliness
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: down with the sickness by disurbed
Alone i sleep
And alone i wake
Alone i dream
And alone i ache

Alone i live
And alone i cry
Alone i think
And alone I'll die

Alone i try
And alone i fall
Alone i fail
And alone i sit

Alone i was
Alone i am
And alone I'll always be

Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 10:04 PM EST
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Tuesday, 24 February 2009
Cries
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: quit playing games with my heart by backstreet boys

Every night someone cries

Every night someone dies 

Every night someone says their goodbyes 

 

People  cry all their tears 

Try to forget all their worst fear

Hoping that he will answer their prayers 

 

Children are always alone 

All night parents are on the phone 

Cause their children  are running away from home 

 

Blood runs down someone's face 

The world is a crazy place 

People are disappearing with out a trace 

 

This society is corrupted 

The government  has erupted 

Leaving pain uninerrupted 

 

Hate is the fuel in everyone's soul 

Everyone tries to reach their goal 

But they just keep falling deeperin the hole 

 

No matter how hard you try 

People are always going to die 

And children are always going to cry 


Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 7:54 PM EST
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Sunday, 22 February 2009
Loving you
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: mirror mirror by m2m
Loving you
It's like feeling soft soft rain
Fall on my face

Loving you
It's the comfort of my heart

Loving you
Makes me laugh and smile at the same time
It's make my heart warm, it gives me life

Loving you
It's all very new to me
It very good

Loving you
To feel you're had in mine
To feel you're breath slide along the side of my cheek
To feel you're heart pounding beneath my ear
As i rest my head upon you're chest

Loving you
So many words to describe it
Yet so few

Loving you
I want to take care of you
As you take care of me
I want hear you're troubles and you're joys
I want to encourage you
as you choose to follow life

Loving you
It is an honor to be trusted so
With you're deepest , darkest worries secrets
With you're most heart felt dreams

Loving you
Sharing little moments with you
Looking into one an others hearts
Reading each others souls
Loving me

Loving you
There is nothing else i want
But to be held by you

Loving you
It is such a rarity to find
It is such a blessing to do
It is such a inspiration
It is Such a dream come true

Loving you
It is not sheer perfection
Despite what you may want to hear
It is love
It is right
No matter what you mad do
Or how upset you we may get
Our love will win
It will bring us back

Loving you
Needing you
Wanting you
You, you

Loving you

Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 9:06 PM EST
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Saturday, 21 February 2009
Rip my heart out
Mood:  down
Now Playing: with you by jessica simpson

You're words

They cut like a pickered tree 

You do not get 

What you mean to me 

I'm sorry if ever gave too much away 

 

But you are worth it all 

I would rip my heart out 

If you didn't beat me to the chase 

The pain you cause 

It is sweeter then feeling 

No connection to you at all 

I love u 

I love u 

 

Blood sweat and tears 

We give 

Yet we grasp to our fears 

Like newborn child 

If hating you is all i can do 

THen i will 

Because you won't let me love you 

Like i should 

 

I'd give a year off my life 

Just to see you're eyes again 

They spoke words like fire 

You take me higher and higher 

I would rip my heart out 

If you didn't beat me to the chase 

 

I can't replace you 

Forsake you 

Make you or break you 

You mean so much to me 


Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 9:56 PM EST
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Thursday, 19 February 2009
Lonely Heart
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: god love her by toby kenth
At night i break down and cry
And sometimes i don't even know why
My loneliness is driving me insane
So is my lonely heart the one to blame?

Heart I'm calling on you
Give me the strength to pull through
But still i must believe
There's another heart out there
Waiting for me waiting for me

I'm not sure which way to go
Is it my heart that i should follow
Heart I'm so unsure
And now i need you more then before

Heart I'm calling on you
Give me the strength to pull through
But still i must believe
There's another lonely heart out there
Waiting for me waiting for you

Tell me I'm not the only
Broken heart feeling lonely
I know everything heals in time
But can time heal this lonely heart of mine

At night i break down and cry
And sometimes i don't even know why
My loneliness is driving me insane
So is my lonely heart the one to blame?

Heart I'm calling on you
Give me the strength to pull through
But still i must believe
There's another lonely heart out there
Waiting for me waiting for me

Heart i know you're my friend
And one day we'll find love again

Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 10:43 PM EST
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Wednesday, 18 February 2009
Love Hurts
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: why by jason aldean

You told me that you loved me

Why did you leave me to cry i the cold 

You swore this time was different 

Why does that line seem so old 

 

You told me i was the only one 

Who could make you feel that way 

You told me that you cared about me 

So why didn't you stay 

 

All the nights you laid with me 

Alone in the dark in my bed 

Now i finally realized 

You were just messing with my head 

 

Love is such a powerful world 

A word people often misuse 

Something they take for granted 

Something they beat and abuse 

 

My wounds run deep inside me 

There's blood all over the place 

I think I've really lost it this time 

I'm ashamed to show my face 


Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 9:41 PM EST
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Tuesday, 17 February 2009
I Wish
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: light on by david cook

I wish i could hold you

Feel you're lips touching mine 

I wish i could tell you 

How you're special and you're fine 

 

I wish i could be with you 

I wish you really cared 

I wish that all my tears would stop 

I wish i wasn't scared 

 

I wish love didn't hurt 

I wish tears didn't sting 

I wish me heart was strong 

But it's the most fragile thing 

 

With all these things i wish 

I can't help but cry 

Because at night when all is dark 

I look up in the sky 

 

I wish my wishes on a star 

But as i softly close my eyes 

I see my love 

I see you're lies 

 

So tonight when i wish my wish 

That wish upon a star 

I'll wish that all my pain will stop 

I'll with that love is not too far 


Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 9:42 PM EST
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Monday, 16 February 2009
Key to my heart
Mood:  down
Now Playing: these dreams by heart

It's those eyes that make me smile

That voice that make me melt 

This over whelming feeling i'm lost in 

A feeling i've never felt 

 

Can't help but stare 

At those beautiful eyes 

Can't help but get 

Those butterflies 

 

Can't help but thank you 

For the things that you do 

Can't help but smile 

When you say i love u 

 

Can't help but kiss 

Those nice pink lips 

Can't help but frown 

When it's you i miss 

 

Can't help but go crazy 

Over you

These over whelming face 

Are oh so true 

 

I would walk miles 

Just to see you're face 

Would cross the whole wide world 

Just to fee you're embrace 

 

I would go anywhere 

Just to hear those words 

I would go everything for you 

Because you are my world 

 

I have completely 

Given you my all 

I will be there 

Whenever you may fall 

 

I will be there 

Throught thick and thin 

I will be there 

To be you're everything 

 

So here's my heart 

I give to you 

You have the key 

Like i do 

 

Please solemnly promise 

To never break it apart 

And that you will always have 

The key to my heart 

 

 


Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 5:48 PM EST
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Sunday, 15 February 2009
Long Distance Love
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: I think i am in love with you by jessica simpson

Long distance love

When it hurts so bad,

Why does it feel so good?

I wish this all make sense,

I wish i understood.

 

Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,

But i can't stop thinking about you

No matter how hard i try 

 

You know how i feel about you,

And i know i want to spend the rest of my life with you,

But it's hard to do when i can't even be next to you 

Why does it gotta be so complicated?

 

Loving you feels right,

But at the sametime,

Knowing i can't have you keep s me awake at night 

I just want this to be simple,

I just want you here with me,

To look in to you're eyes,

Be held in you're ... then i'd  truly be happy

 

Right now  this distance between us is out of our control,

But i'm still hoping one day soon,

I'll get what i'm wishing for  


Posted by michiganstategurl25 at 7:27 PM EST
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