Mood:  hug me

Well, My dad is home and now my paces  and quit is now done and i not happy about it and everything. I am just thinking about my two best friends and how they are doing and everything. I just want to go and spend time with them because i feel they really need me and i am not going to lose the one that i talk about in my yesterday blog because she means the world to me and  everything. I am praying for her to get better and everything but i am not going to let it get me down. I just don't know what to do anymore and it's crazy because i thought that i had all the answers to everything and all figured out as well.

I'm just hanging out in my room because i am bored and i am also doing some thinking about things as well. I just wanted to write down what i am feeling because i am lost and i just don't know why if you ask me i am just trying to get my thoughts back on track again if you know what i am talking about. I just don't know what to do and i am scared to tell people how i am feeling but i guess that how i am and i just wish i knew how to do things you know. I just don't know how to handle the stuff that going on through my mind. I just wish some of my friends could understand but they don't.

Actually, I am hopeing that things are going to be alright. I just know in my heart and soul and everything. I just want things to go back to normal but i guess that not going to happen anytime soon. I just don't know what to feel but i can find what i am looking for. I just feel like things are totally changing but i know that i have to work on things again and it's crazy if you ask me and everything.

Well Everybody, I'm going to go for now, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me and my life, So pace out everyone, Bye for now.