What's going on with me
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Second chance by shine down
I went to the doctor today and everything is alright and my blood pressure was  high so we took me off one of my pills and hopefully we can get that under control and everything if you know what i am talking about. They only took blood from me today and that was great if you ask me and everything. But i am feeling really good and i am going to clean the house more and stuff like that because i am going nuts. I don't feel like going to work today but i am hopefully that i get off early tonight.

Well, Right now I'm just hanging out in my room thinking about doing more cleaning and shit because my room looks like a fucking mess if you ask me. And i am the only one that needs to clean it if you know what i mean. I really wish that i had a fucking maid to clean my room that would be totally fucking awesome if  you ask me and everything. I am lost with out everything going on. But i am going to be alright if you ask me i am crazy to think that things wont work for me but i guess i am looking in the wrong places i guess i don't know.

So, Last night was totally awesome because i got to talk to one of my ex boyfriends and we are working on things because that how i like it. He even brought me lunch and bring it up to me and how fucking sweet is that i told him thank you and everything and hopefully this weekend we can meet up and talk about things because that would be totally worth it and everything. I really hate when someone is mad at you and you just don't know what is all going on and like i said before we were great friends and very close at that.

Well Everybody, I'm going to end this here for now, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me, So pace out everyone, Bye for now.