Mood:

Now Playing: I stand alone by godsmack
Today, All i did was relaxing in my room and watch a little bit of the races today but i hate to say this but kyle bush is getting on my last fucking nerve that i have because i really don't like how he fucking races and everything. I just wish that someone else would have won the race today but it's all good if you ask me. Well i really don't want to go to work tonight but it's alright i have to make some money and i just need to find out what is going on because my job is my life.
Right now, I just don't know how to feel about my boyfriend who i thought that really loved me and i just don't know what i am going to feel or say about things if you know what i mean. Well when he does call me i am going to sit down on the phone with him and talk to him about the things that we need to talk about because that just how i am feeling in my heart and soul right now if you know what i am talking about and everything. So i feel like there are things that i need to sit down and talk about that i am feeling and everything.
Actually, I'm just thinking about all thoughts and i just don't know what to feel anymore if you know what i am talking about and everything. So thing are going to be crazy at times but i know that i have to sit and think about that is really going on in my head and stuff like that if you know what i am talking about. Well i am just thinking about things that are going on in my relationships and that is not going to go away anymore if you know what i mean and everything.
Well, Everybody, I'm going to go and end this, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going on with me, So pace out e